I feel spent,the same way I felt when I first lost my father,then my mother
like a gut punch you never really recover from
the soft numbing headache,letting you know your mind and body work
but something is shut down
You function,speak,hear,listen,cry,converse with friends and family
but you know something's change,never to return
Your mind says it will pass,it will change,it won't hurt as much
but it's just trying to fool you,you know better
reflection,choices,mistakes,risks,all come back to haunt you
this is the human condition,this is the process of grief
this is the road to recovery,to salvation
one voice,one word,one heart can